To our darling boy Elliott, Daddy and I wanted you so much, with every fibre of our being, every cell of our body. We loved you from the moment we made you. Every kick we felt, every heartbeat we heard.. it filled us with so much love and joy. We will continue to love you always with everything we have and with [...]
As a mum of a 7 year old daughter and 4 year old son, I know that parenting can sometimes be filled with guilt- Did I do this right? I know I certainly did that wrong... And now that we have an angel baby as well, I have found that you can't escape guilt when [...]
In the days and weeks after Elliott's funeral Ashton was so angry and aggressive. On the night of the funeral he started swinging his arms at me, trying to hit me. I picked him up and cuddled him and he cried "Why did YOU turn him into star dust? I want my brother! I want [...]
I'm sharing our story about our children to highlight that children can grieve a tremendous amount too. This grief they've shown has been one of the biggest 'shocks' we've had in our journey so far. We had no idea how much they would truly love their brother. We didn't realise that even though they will never watch [...]
Elliott's Stardust 